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Hi friends. I am back and boy do I have some stories to tell! Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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[December 20, 2006 @ 8:00am] |
i promise im still alive!
ive just been busy with my two jobs and then december 4th until december 18th iwas in jamaica.
i promise either tonight or tomorrow ill have an update with pictures from thanksgiving, my birthday and jamaica.
i fell in love in jamaica. but i think i always was in love with him, since i was 4 years old and i met him. but i promise ill update everyone on my love life and my regular life.
i miss you all. really i do.
love you!
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[March 16, 2006 @ 9:37pm] |
i havent been online in weeks.
im sorry to some of you.
ive just been SOOOO busy with work, my intern and school. my first intern is done and i have 2 more to do. im on my second intern now at the same place, still leanrning play therapy. and i love it.
i work about 56 hours a week. and thats good too.
glen and i are just friends. i went through a lot in the last few weeks with him. and thats ok. it was bad for a while and we werent talking for 2 whole weeks. but i forgave him not for him but for me and have realized what type of person he really is.
i miss you guys so much. and i will read and update more on monday night when i get out of my intern.
LOVE YOU!
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[January 09, 2006 @ 10:13pm] |
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
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1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you.
4. POST A PICTURE OF you
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[December 07, 2005 @ 8:39pm] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In April I set 's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last Tuesday ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) girl_inform and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In October I caught a purse-snatcher who stole its_just_kelly's purse (30 points). In June I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Wednesday I broke iseethestars's X-Box (-12 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-45 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!
Sincerely,
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Name TEN Things For Which You Are Grateful Today And Tag FIVE Others To Do The Same
</a></strong></a>its_just_kelly thanks for tagging me!!!
1. For GOD for watching over me and protecting me.
2. For my family, for giving me life and supporting me.
3. For my friends who make me smile and test me everyday with new life obstacles.
4. For my car, because its the best car ive ever had. and it would be hard without it.
5. For my apartment and everything in it. I worked hard to obtain all of it and I am thankful to be so lucky to have it all.
6. For my job. I may not like the place I work for, but i love the unit i work on and i love the boys and my coworkers. I am thankful that it teaches me everyday about sex offenders and about empathy.
7. For my cell phone. Because it keeps me in contact with my mom, my mimi and my sister. Those three women make up my whole life.
8. For graduate school. without it I couldnt become a therapist and I couldnt live out my dream.
9. For the north valley here in albuquerque. the north valley allows me to speak spanish and nothing but spanish and allows me to feel like my ultimate dream of speaking spanish fluently can come true!
10. For Lebanon, Ireland and the United States. My family comes from these 3 places and i am SO thankful for my heritage!
I now tag:
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[September 12, 2005 @ 2:50pm] |
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so i think somethings i write about need to be friends only for a while.
so if you wanna stay in my life.. then comment to be added!
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[September 07, 2005 @ 11:09pm] |
i went to weight watchers today and i lost another 2.6 pounds this week for a total of 7.4. im excited!
but then i ate a lot of chips and queso tonight cause i was hungry and i didnt relapse cause i realized it was dumb that i did that and im going to try not to do that again. but i guess at least i did it tonight instead of next week before i weigh in. and im going to the gym 5 more times during the week and playing rec with the boys at work on the weekend.
i still need you guys' words of encouragement. im climbing uphill on my weight loss and every word of encouragement is a push in the right direction!
love you guys :) xoxo
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NEW LAYOUT AND NEW PICS IN MY INFO!
i needed a change since im changing my life i needed to change my layout!
i didnt go to the gym this morning :( i was too tired cause i couldnt sleep last night and i have to work today for 11 hours, sat and sun for 16 hours each and then on monday im working 16 hours cause its all double time since its a holiday! but ill play rec with the boys tonight, tomorrow, sunday and monday, so that will make up for not going to the gym.
so my mimi booked my moms flight out here to visit me. my mom will be the first family member to visit me since i moved here in january 2004. i mean my stepdad drove me out here and stuff, i have only had 2 friends fly out and visit and that was in feb of 2004. we got her ticket for 230 round trip, so thats pretty cool. i think she'll like new mexico, its a lot different then maine, but she'll like it.
i want to do something different to my hair again. like when i was in maine and got it done i got low lights that were red but they washed out in 16 shampoos, and i want that again but this time not as just low lights. and i want my bangs that are growing out to be a little shorter...
my mimi is going to buy me a dining room set for my birthday. :) so thats wicked cool. she said keep it under 200. so maybe ill buy a cheaper table and then get a little hutch thing that i saw that was pretty cheap.
oh and naddy: keefek? ana mneeha... maa el salemah! :)
adios hommies
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so my vacation was long, but beneficial in many ways. i got to see mel and bec and some others from high school and college, but hanging out with mel and bec was the best, i really missed them. on one of my last days in maine i got to hang out with megz and al. and at first i didnt want to see al but when i did i remembered that she is the way she is for a reason, but she is also my friend for a reason and i missed her alot. i realized that i dont have to accept everyone for everything, but as long as they give something to my life then thats why they are in my life! i hung out with miss and steen twice and that was nice but the last day miss wouldnt really talk to me and that was the last day i could hang out with her, so its her loss, but i was proud of myself.
i hung out with alma alot, cause shes not just my cousin but my sister too. and i love her kids desiree, junior and joseph and the kids love me. and i saw miles and alan and met nikki and heather which are almas friends since i moved over here. i obviously saw my mom like almost everyday and i saw my mimi and i cried when i first saw her, i love her she is the best thing that ever happened to me.
but i saw my sisters nichole and kristine three times and saw my nephew xavier twice and that was the best part of my vacation, i got closer to my sisters and i love that more then anything. nichole and i were so close growing up then we drifted apart but this vacation was like nothing had changed and we were really close, she said that i was her best friend. my little sister kristine is getting so beautiful, she is looking a lot like me and i love it.
i got wasted a couple of times and on one occasion i ended up seeing my ex boyfriend ronnie. so that night i went with my sisters and their friends and kathy their mom to the brunswick to hear kathys boyfriend mikes band play. and i drank alot of heinekens and i looked pretty. my mom picked me up and i went to almas to get my sneakers. they were all in the garage smoking and drinking, i walked in and said alma come here and then i turned and there was ronnie and i looked at him and said "ewww" and walked out. he came up to me and hugged me and said that i looked good. i told him i wanted to punch him and he pisses me off. he had a girl with him, which i could care less about, she was pretty though. she leaves and is waiting in the car for him and he comes back up to me and tells me that i toned up and again that im looking good. i told him that ive changed alot but he hasnt changed at all. he asked if my cell phone number was the same and that he wanted to call me before i left, i said it was but he didnt need to call. the hugged me again and kissed my cheek and i told him not to kiss me, he then licked my cheek and tried to touch my boobs and i was like get away from me ronnie and he told me not to play games because my family was right there that i know i wanted him to touch me and i was like your an idiot and then he pulled my hair and i was like damnit ronnie and he goes you used to like it when i would play rough with you. and i was like eww you make me sick. and then he left. id be lying if i said that i wasnt a little excited to see him. but i had no feelings for him, but ill take all the compliments he gave me, those were nice to hear.
i was ready to come back here to albuquerque though, this is my home now and i missed my life here alot. i realized that i dont like maine that much, i hated the weather and i hated the small time and i hated all the radio stations, especially 959, except i still love cyy. i loved amatoes like always, i love the chinese food better then here and i loved seeing my mom and friends. but i missed my friends here and i missed school and work and i missed the weather here. and i missed my car the most!
so now that im back im happy. i went to work on sunday and missed the boys. and then glen came in for a minute and i got nervous. and he hugged me and asked how my vacation was. then he hugged me again and said bye, but i saw him out of the corner of my eye staring back at me and then he said that he likes what i did to my hair. (oh yeah i got blonde highlights and red low lights and trimmed it and layered the front and i got my eyebrows waxed). and then i saw him last night at work and i saw mo and i missed mo so much. and i was being a bitch to glen and mo hit it on the head when he said "i think youve been bitchy tonight because you are trying to get over him but then you see him and your like damnit i still have feelings for him." and i was like wow mo your so right. so then mo tells me that he has a huge crush on me and that he is jealous of me and glen and that he has never been jealous before and he doesnt like it and he told me that glen always talks about me and that mo changes the subject and that glen probably likes me being hard to get right now and he told me that glen has told mo twice that the sex him and i had was great and how wonderful it was and when mo told me this i was like what, wow! and then glen and i started flirting and he walked past me and touched my ass. and i smiled and then mo kept trying to hug me and glen would jump in and push mo away. its cute. then i said i was going to the store and asked if glen wanted anything, then he started drilling me about where i was really going and i said the store, but i was really just going to the atm. so i come back and hes like what did you get and i was like nothing i didnt go to the store i went to meet my friend (im fucking with him to see what he would say) and he was like oh ok i see how it is. and i was like how what is and i smiled and walked away. then he said bye to me and said he was glad my vacation was so good but it was good to have me back. and then i text him this morning to tell him good luck on his first day of school (cause he is starting massage therapy school today) and he wrote back and told me thank you.
gosh, he is a good guy i think, he has his faults but i think he is wonderful. and mo told me "well if it means anything shannon if i was glen i would be all over you and im sorry hes not" and i laughed cause its mo. and then mo said he thinks glen and i will have sex again and i told him i just want glen to take me on a date. awwww crushes they can be the death of soemone.
so thats about it. ill post pictures from my vacation when i scan them on my computer. leave me some love please all of you :)
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[August 12, 2005 @ 9:01am] |
a n g e r section.
Do you have a quick temper?: sometimes when im in an unpatient mood.
What do you do when you're mad?: it takes a lot to make me real mad, but if i get to that point i cry and leave the situation. but if i get really annoyed or frustrated i give out a lot of attitude
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: taken it out on others.
If you can take back time, would you have never done this?: sure
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: not intentionally, they must have been involved somehow.
Ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: nope
Do you curse when you're mad?: sometimes
c r y i n g section.
When was the last time you really cried your heart out? three days ago
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes and i HATE that
Do you cry when you get an injury?: yes im a cry baby when it comes to me getting hurt
Do certain songs make you cry? yes, even tv shows or commercials!
Can you make yourself cry?: i used to be able to, but recently my crying has become less.
p a i n section.
What's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: letting people abuse me emotionally and verbally
What's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: abused myself
What's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: not given them a chance when i didnt know them.
Ever had a painful break up?: nah, it was easy,but it hurt, but not painful.
What about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: nope
How depressed can you get?: oh i can make myself VERY depressed and stay that way for days if i want, but i also can make myself stop too.
Do you inflict pain on yourself?: nope.
h a p p y section.
Are you normally a happy person?: pretty happy. try to use my skills to help me maintain
What can make you happy?: friends, family, music, watching movies, working
Do you wish you were happier?: yes
What makes you the happiest?: working and being with friends
Is being happy overrated?: no way
What about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: 9 out of 10times
Can music make you happy?: heck yes
l o v e section.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: once
Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: when i saw ronnie the other night i was excited to see him, but no feelings came back.
Have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them? yep
Did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
Ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yep
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: no
Ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: No
h a t e section.
Who do you actually hate?: dont hate anyone, but get annoyed with ALOT of people
Ever made a hit list?: No
Have you ever been on a hit list?: probably, im a bitch to people sometimes
Are you a mean bully?: no but i get henosa when i drink.
Do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: nah its part of life.
Do you hate George Bush?: no
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: not today
Do you believe in yourself?: not too much, im a perfectionist and im too hard on myself.
When people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: usually
Are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: not today, but sometimes
Ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: yes but i would NEVER do it.
Are you happy with who you are?: happy with the person i am becoming!
Do you wish you can be someone else?: sometimes, but overall nope.
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A-Z About ME
A - AGE: 24
B - BAND LISTENED TO MOST RECENTLY: jimmy eat world for a band and for a rapper ive been listening to a lot of slim thug
C- CRUSH: obviously glen
D - DOG's NAME: never had a dog.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: mo or alma
F - FAVORITE BAND: band would be weezer or jimmy eat world, rapper would be tupac or dr dre
G - GRADE: almost my fourth term in grad school
H - HOMETOWN: albuquerque, nm
I - INSTRUMENT: i love the bass and drums. but glen can play the piano and thats hot
J - JUICE: kiwi strawberry
K - KIDS: i hate this question
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: maine to new mexico.
M - MOM'S NAME: Gayle
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2- Kristine and Nichole
O - ONE WISH: to find someone to love me
P - PHOBIA(S): insects and rodents
Q - QUOTES: imperfections are perfections
R - REASON TO SMILE: because glen held my hand
S - SEXIEST FEATURE: probably my eyes.
T - TIME YOU WAKE UP: 5:30 for work. if no work then usually around 10
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: i hate tomatoes but i use ketchup on everything and tomato soup is my favorite soup around.
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: turnip or squash or sweet potato
W - WORST HABIT(S): over analyzing
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: my knees a million times, my collar bone
Y- YUCKY FOOD: no me gusta enchiladas
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: sagitarius
THREE THINGS ABOUT YOU...
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Shannon
2. Shann
3. Shanaynay
THREE SCREENAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. carmen2911
2. parfaitchica
3. whitesugah11
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my taste in shoes
2. my 18 different laughs
3. my accent
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. how i over analyze everything
2. how im overweight
3. how im shy
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. irish
2. lebanese
3. french canadian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. spiders and cockroaches
2. never being loved
3. disappointing people, but mainly God.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. body spray
2. bronzer
3. lip balm
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. green nike tshirt
2. black/gray starter socks
3. mousse in my hair
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. gwen stefani- cool
2. slim thug- already platinum
3. bow wow- let me hold you
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. going on a date
2. loosing 50 pounds
3. go to therapy
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (besides love):
1. Trust
2. humor
3. interest
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. pink is my favorite color
2. i have been to japan
3. i lived in jamaica when i was 4
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (or same) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. hair
2. finger nails
3. their smile and laugh
YOU JUST CAN'T:
1. stop daydreaming
2. not like vicodin
3. be mean to glen
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. seeing glen smile
2. driving around
3. rapping
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. hold glens hand
2. get more tan
3. fly home to maine
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. psychologist
2. psychiatrist
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THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. iceland
2. australia
3. lebanon
THREE KIDS NAMES:
1. veronika
2. dmitriy
3. marcos
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. live in a house
2. change a life
3. Travel
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE:
1. WHOEVER!
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[July 20, 2005 @ 1:28am] |
im in a funk.
i need to get out of it.
i wish a lot of things. i need to stop that. its only ruining me.
guess thats all.
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so i got my tattoo on saturday afternoon.
i went with mo, chris, isaac, rossie, manuel and two of mo's friends. i got mine first and fuck it came out tight. this dude c-note who did it is nice. he is chris' cousin and owns the shop. my tattoo is like magazine worthy for reals. everyone was talking about it all night after i left. i left at 3 cause i had to go to work so danene covered for me from 7-3 and then when i got to work she went to the tattoo place. but mo told me all night they were talking about my tattoo. and all the boys got one too.
so i bet you wanna see it huh. well my fav boy on my unit took these 2 with my camera phone. when i take one with my digi camera then ill show you.
its clasped praying hands, with the little tribal things in the back and in the front of it, which makes it look shaded. and the lettering says philippians 4:13 and he freestyled the lettering. and then after he did the lettering, he didnt even put a pattern on my leg to shadow the lettering and make the little designs around it. i measured it, its about 7inches by 7 inches. it goes onto the front of my left shin too and its tight man, i love it.
thats the design i used.
now im going to watch my boys in the softball tournament. im sad that one of my boys is leaving tomorrow and my favorite boy is leaving on tuesday. im wicked sad. but my tattoo is hot :)
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been getting really pissed off lately with work, with some of the people i work with and the system. i get myself upset and theres nothing i can do about it.
really homesick lately. im allowing myself to be very emotional. talked to Missy on the phone and i cried like a baby because they are having a surprise party for her parents both turning 50 last week and her and steen's 4 year anniversary is on monday. so i started balling my eyes out.
my moms friend said yesterday after my mom said "did you mail out my mothers day gift yet?" and i said "no im sorry ive been wicked busy with finals" and then her stupid friend dawn said "what kind of daughter are you?!" and i guess it was a joke but i told my mom "tell your friend to shut her fucking mouth" and then dawn threatened to open my manny ramirez bobble head doll my mom got me and i said "tell her to take her slutty ass hands off my stuff. and my mom was like "calm down shannon, she is only joking." ugh dawn annoys me.
i havent been too into doing my schoolwork so im waiting to the last possible minute to do everything. and i have no desire to pay my bills or do my priorities, i just want to stay inside and watch tv, play video games, play on the internet or lay in the sun.
blah, my life is in the ruts right now, ill pull myself out soon, after my emotions come out. until then im a emotional, blah shannon and i did it to myself.
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[May 04, 2005 @ 4:25pm] |
work was crazy this weekend.
on sunday i held a chess tournament at work and it went pretty good and it was fun, until this one kid like ruined it for himself and i put myself in bad mood. i cant even explain how stupid this kid was acting and i put him in his place and i made him walk away and then i hear him say "she thinks she..." and i was like "WHAT, if you have something to say about me then say it to my face, i tell you guys that all the time" and hes like "nothing" and i said "tell me" and hes like "i said you think you can run this shit" and i got SOOOO heated and i go "i do run this shit, this is my shift, im the lead staff, i make the decisions right now, when keith isnt here i run it, you dont run anything, dont try and bring that crap to me" and he didnt say shit and all his peers looked at him and shook their head.
then i had to leave the unit because i was so heated. and then i called keith and he said i could sit that kid in the hall and make him have early bed time. ugh, that kid pisses me off.
my life is not interesting. nothing important to update on.
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so i got my windows tinted. they look pretty tight. i like them alot. darker would be cooler. but this will do for now.
went to work tonight, and it was cool. i processed with the kid that called me a fat bitch a couple weeks ago and its the first time we ever really talked about important stuff and he cried and i was glad i was there for him. hes a good kid.
i had my favorite boy read my life story until age 12 that i turned in for my midterm and got an A on it! and he said it was really good and then he got tears in his eyes and said "the biggest thing about your life that i wish i would have grown up with you is that you were made fun of, i dont like that i wouldve stuck up for you." and i said "i know you wouldve, i didnt have anyone to stick up for me so i stuck up for the others that were getting made fun of." and he didnt say anything, just kept blinking his eyes so i said "are your eyes watery?" and he said yes so i just smiled and hit him gently in the arm. then before this, he told me that ive helped him so much, that im one of the only people that has really helped him. i was like "no im not, i didnt help you that much" and hes like "yes shannon, if it werent for you then i wouldnt know all the stuff i know about me" and i just smiled. GOSH, this kid is great. and this stupid girl from the girls unit is still trying to write him notes and shit and its pissing me off already, im ready to go tell her off. i feel like a big sister :)
anyways, some of the boys are saying things that im not sure how to take. most of them are my primaries but for instance one of them says on sunday "you know shannon ill always remember your cheesy smile, you have a funny smile, you have a great smile." i was like ummm thanks??!! and then in line L says to me"oh i thought you were J" and then J says "no her and D look alike" and then L says "no D is ugly" so is he saying that D is ugly or that im pretty? and then the cutest little boy there just gets my heart sometimes, we'll call him N and he says tonight to me "you're like the best thing to ever happen to this unit! your like strict, the best thing to ever happen" and i was like "awww thats cute N" and i just laughed. shannon will be keeping on her toes around these few boys!!
guess thats all for the people who actually read this!
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